Saturday, February 14, 2009

jiKa itu y tErbaiK...

Assalammualaikum....
dis wik mmg mncabar...brmula dr isu backstab...hingga isu academic y brpunca dr klalaian dri sniri n isu peribadi y xmampu ak nk pikirkn lg....dh penat~~~

ntah r...mungkin sme y jd ni, mmg trbaik tuk ak..bg ak igt.. igt silap n dosa y tlah ak lakukan..stengah org kate dugaan~~dugaan ble bnda y xbes jd kt dorg. tp pd ak mayb tu pringatan dr Allah ats dosa2 ak slame ni...sbb ak xbaik mane.bnyk dosa...ad jgk org y marah ble ak ckp cm2.. tp ak rse rse cm2 lbey baik dr pretend naive, xbrsalah, mcm xde wat silap lgsung n sgala y dtg 2 dugaan dr Allah. ak tahu a part of it, ia dugaan Allah tp ak lg ske rse ap y ak dpt, ialah ap y ak dserve dpt ats mistake2 y ak prnah buat... Alhamdulillah... ak rse lega bgitu even mule2 rse down sgt2 tp bile pkir2 blk, Allah msih sygkn ak dgn bg ak pringatan cm2..skurang2nye DIA msih mlihat ak.. hambaNYA y lemah & hina ni..

backstab???? sdeynye...sdey sgt2 ble org y kte xsangke2 wat cm2 kt kte... xskelumit ke rse brsalah dlm diri die ble buat org mcm 2... walo ak jht, tp klo org 2 xjht kt ak, wtpe ak nk kco die.. tmbh2 lg klo die ad brbudi kt ak.. ak kenang smpai mati.. insyaAllah.. andai ak trlupa, igtkn ak. tp stengah org xpkir mcm 2... die lbey ske kate diri xbrsalah... org len y brsalah.. mcm die r malaikat.. baik sgt.. tp xsdarkah die, die dh mlukakan hati org y slame ni lgsung xde rse prejudis kt die. sme org ad 1st impression trhadap sme org... ak xkisah if ak ad bad impression kt org pd mulanye, tp ble dh knal, rupenye ak salah.. syukur cz tuhan tnjukkn ak y ak slh tp ble ak anggap org 2 baik tp akhirnye die backstab ak, ak rse xtau nk kate pe... mngkin ak jd cm xde prasaan dh kt org 2... pd sesiapa y rse ak brsalah pd die, ak mintak maaf scare  trbuka. if xpuas ati, bgtau r... knape perlu libatkn org len.. mayb ak ad wat cm2 jgk kot... xtahu r... iktibarnye.. jgn musnahkn kpercayaan org sbb org xkan prcaye pd kite slama-lamanye.. ak xkisah org nk kate ak jahat.. bia r... hanya org y btol2 knal ak layak judge ak.. xeffect pn idup ak rsenye.. mule2 je kot tp bile pkir2 blk y penting family ak prcayekn ak... y penting mak ak percayekn ak.. 2 r dunia ak...

try 2 b strong.. try 2 accept everythng cz ak tahu ak xbaik mane... lumrah r 2 if org benci kt kte.. we can't expect sme org wil like us... tp bia r Allah y tentukn segalanye.. smoga  dosa2 ak n org2 y brkenaan diampunknNya...

--lagu y seswai dgn mood skrg ni---

Goodbye
-Secondhand Serenade-

It's a shame, that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry,
It's not enough to say I'm sorry.

Maybe I'm too blame,
Or maybe we're the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye,
We're better off this way,
We're better off this way.

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
'Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you seems to be a lie,
A guiltless, twisted lie
That made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by.

All I had to say is goodbye,
We're better off this way,
We're better off this way.

All I had to say is goodbye,
We're better off this way,
We're better off this way.

And every, everything isn't only what it seems
So hold these words that you never told me
It's time to say goodbye, it's time to say goodbye...
Goodbye.

Take my pain away
Tear it out
I tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my pain away
Tear it out
I tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my pain away
Take it and
Tear it out
I tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my pain away
Tear it out
I tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

6 comments:

Amin Baek said...

nape ko ni zura..mcm big prob jek??xpe..sntiasa ingt tuhan...ssguhnya dgn mengingati Allah hati akn menjd teng..bialah org wt kt kita..jgn kita wt org len..psanan tok dri sndri gak..uhuh

كتكوت said...

insyaAllah...ak igt 2. thanx :P

Amin Baek said...

haa..ingt jgn tk ingt..sok aku tnye,klu xingt,siap...mlm ni hafal tol2..haha

kuteng said...

'backstabbing' ngn 'backstabber' nih..
dh cm mkn tghri da dlm idop ak nih..
dpn mlut manis..
blkg ktuk baek pny..
ak mls nk lyn2..
pkir byk pon..
die ktuk ak..
phle dpt byk beb..
lg bes..
so trimas utk org yg backstab ak sbb bg phle kt ak..
muahahaha..

Amin Baek said...

bgs siot kuteng..cmni leh a aku kutuk ko plak ye...haha

كتكوت said...

ye amin... jom... kuteng, ktorg tlg ko kumpul pahala.. nk x?haha