apE gunEnye??

salam..kadang2 ak trtanye2 ape tujuannye ak tulis blog ni?hurrmm..mayb tempat utk ak ngarot kot since, ak mmg talkative orgnye..haha.mayb sumtimes i jz feeling lonely...ble di ingat2 blk2, bnyk sgt transformation y  dh ak alami..tp btol r org kate xperience 2 wat kte jd lbey matang..susah payah y ak alami slame ni wat ak jd lbey matang..tp kdg2 rse xmatang mane pon..

since kecik, ak mmbesar dgn surrounding where boys are around me..abg ad 5 akak ad sorg..dah2 abg2 ak lak ske groom2 ak jd cm dorg..mmg hampeh..haha.since i'm da youngest, so my dad sgt syg kt ak, my mum lbey manje kn my sis..die mmg spoilt abeh..(sori r kak, tp dats da truth).tp 2 la, org kate, manusia mrancang n Allah menentukan, year 1996 have become a turning point in my life ( i thinks it affected da whole fmily) n i starting 2 bcome sum1 y agressif, 2 protective, panas baran sgt3 (walhal kecik je lg), degil 2 xyah ckp r..haha. but my mum try hard to change myself..macam2 r die bacekn kt ak. y plg xleh lupe, at 1 point, after die solat, she called me. she read a verse from surah Taha n sapu kt my ubun2..hurmm..cuak gk tyme 2..sian my mum..hehe.

ble msk form 1.duk lak kt dlm hutan kt gerik 2, tuhan je r tau seksanye..tp lame2 njoy lak.. ak r jd antara muke y jrg blk rmah..mmg skar nk prcaye.huhu.tp ak jhat gk..dh r tyme 2 gemok.. 2 r, ayik makan milo je..pdan muke..ske r gaduh ngan bdk2 laki ni..kt cni pn ak dpt amanah y sgt3 berat n till today ak duk risau kot2 ak xlaksanakn amanah 2 dgn btol.ak wt sdaye upaya ak tp.. netau ad y xpuas ati ke..2 y ak risau..kt akhirat nnt xnak r kna soal cz xlaksanakn amanah ngan baik..

then, pas pmr, ak skolah kt mlake lak.. kt cni r ak stat kurg cket baran 2.alhamdulillah.klo org sje cri pasal pn, ak xlayan..tp ak stil xleh org buli ak.ak xske.tmbah2 lg ak tgk klasmet ak y boys ske buli2 gurls...xske..tlg r respect cket.respect da gurl doesn't mean that u r weak..tp ntah r..mayb CERTAIN people xrase cm2..tp ad je boys y baik..know how 2 deal with girl, cool je.ak xnah rse org cm2 lemah.ni r y ak xpham nape sstengah org 2 nk tunjuk power die.ak akui, mmg lelaki tu berkuasa dr pompuan, tp sumtime ak tgk, ad je slh gunekn kuasa 2..ntah r..abg2 ak pn ske gak buli2 ak ble dh besa ni, tp xkisah r 2 sibling, buli2 die tande syg..(nnt die hulur2 jgk duit raye even dh tue..hehe).

pas2 msk UTP ni, cmni r..pemalas..isk3...nk p stdy r..bella ngan liya ngah stdy, ak duk ngarot je kt cni..

daa~~

p/s: sorry if ad sape2 y x puas ati ngan ape ak tulis tp 2 ape y ak rse, bak kate amin, mmpraktikkan kebebasan brsuara =)